Dec 11, 2014

Oh, hello.

LOL
Okay I just remembered that I have a blog.
Oh god I don't know whether to be embarrassed by what I wrote in here or to laugh.

I'm in 12th grade now, just months away from graduating.
I don't want to. I really don't want to.
I wanna cry just typing this.

I'm not ready, that's obvious. I'm too young and I admit that I'm a tad childish.
And I'm scared of the future, of what it will bring.
What will happen to me in university? Will I succeed?
Will I even have any friends?
Fuck this is scary.

Oh, and then I'll have to leave the house I've been living in for 15 years...
I'll move out and live alone...
OH GOD HELP ME.

I don't want to grow up.
I just want to keep being 15.

Mar 12, 2013

Hello I'm 14

GUYSGUYSGUYS.

I'm now 14 yea.




Mar 4, 2013

Typing Text gif (How To)

Helloooo
This is a tutorial on how to make the gif effect like the one on my sidebar



Feb 17, 2013

Well, Hello!

Guys guess what.

It's 2013.

Wow.

IT STILL FEELS LIKE 2008 WAS ONLY 2 YEARS AGO HOW DID THIS HAPPEN????????

Time flies by so fast, I have no time to adjust to everything and sort out the problems I have and which amount is getting bigger and bigger.

But I don't wanna complain! I just want to tell you a little bit about Navigasi. Every time I tell a story, I tend to focus on the unimportant things instead of the important ones. So you'd expect that here.

1. Navigasi
Okay gue selesai ngomong pake B. Inggris (tapi siap-siap aja nanti bakal ada beberapa kata berbahasa Inggris nyempil). Jujur ajaa navigasi itu seru. Walaupun rada males ngejalaninnya, tapi memang berguna.
Selama tiga hari, kelas X SMA Labschool Jakarta pada nginep di Lanud Halim Perdanakusuma, which is cool since I've never been there before. Kita tidur di kasur lipet gitu, dan di dalem tenda yang bisa nampung sekitar 30 kasur lipet. Sebenernya, gue gapapa tidur dimana aja yang penting kamar mandinya bersih. Tapi pas hari pertama, bener bener deh kamar mandinya. Jorok super. Fix lah itu hari gue gak mandi sama sekali.

Oh and by the way, did I tell you, kendaraan yang kita pake buat ke Halim itu adalah truk dengan bagian belakang yang terbuka?! Jadi selama perjalanan, orang-orang yang dibelakang kita bisa ngeliat kita semua. But it was cool nonetheless, I actually miss riding on those, I enjoy the looks on some people when they saw us.

Dan kita juga naik pesawat Hercules nya TNI-AU uouououo. Gak semua orang bisa naik pesawat itu dan ZE bisa dapet kesempatan seperti itu, itu keren banget.

And I felt like I gained some weight when I came home (not that I minded). Soalnya disana tuh, dikit dikit makan. Pagi makan, terus snack, siang makan lagi, snack lagi!! dan malemnya makan lagi. Gimana gak kenyang? Kayaknya biaya mahal nya Navigasi itu berat di makanan.

Tapi overall gue seneng dan Navigasi itu keren.

Dec 1, 2012

4 Months In and WML for the Next 32 *bangs head on wall*

Hai
I'm a highschooler

And I don't know why, I just want to go back to Junior High.

Simply because of better friends, better environment, easier lessons, less stress, less pressure, etc.

Maybe it's also because I haven't got the hang of it yet.

Okay now. Moving on to the updates=

Friends: No best friends, so far

Grades: Satisfying but the stress is getting unbearable

Homeworks: I rarely do homework at home, I tend to do it at school by copying another person's work. And tbh, I want to murder the person who invented homeworks. Clearly it's not beneficial to the students nor the teacher. Teacher already had much work with teaching and grading exams, why would honestly they still want to grade homeworks?!

Social life: Currently in a progress to at least have friends from other classes. Oh and, one time I would be loud, obnoxious and just starve for attention, the next I will be silent and refuse to talk to people. If they still make me talk, they will regret it. Some people already called out on my sharp tongue. Meh.

Oh and by the way, I was almost in the acceleration class, again. But thankful enough I was in a right mind to go back to the regular class. The idea of acceleration class in high school seems preposterous. Even Harits thought so too.


I think that's it, my update of 4 months in High School. Let's see how the rest of the year turns out.


You'll be hearing from me soon,
Goodbye and I'm out