Dec 11, 2014

Oh, hello.

LOL
Okay I just remembered that I have a blog.
Oh god I don't know whether to be embarrassed by what I wrote in here or to laugh.

I'm in 12th grade now, just months away from graduating.
I don't want to. I really don't want to.
I wanna cry just typing this.

I'm not ready, that's obvious. I'm too young and I admit that I'm a tad childish.
And I'm scared of the future, of what it will bring.
What will happen to me in university? Will I succeed?
Will I even have any friends?
Fuck this is scary.

Oh, and then I'll have to leave the house I've been living in for 15 years...
I'll move out and live alone...
OH GOD HELP ME.

I don't want to grow up.
I just want to keep being 15.